Why...

Pitter-Pat pitter-pat heart beating fast...
Stop!Wait, Don't let it last ...
Deafening silence shatter...
What I want doesn't matter...
Sobs controlled, dreams in pursuit...
Way to go without any dispute...
Paining heart no one at side...
A lot many to remark and chide...
Working hard to keep head held high...
A question always arises..Why?